Its been(Ben) a month like Wallace or Franklin

Could it be i stayed away too long???ehhh no one reads this sh*t!!!lol...good things and some bad things poppin off really recent...why not share and run down(very cam'ron-esk) whats really good or not so really good...if you didnt know I will be graduating from college in May 08...yes finally...shut up!!!I have been really looking for jobs...when i say really i mean i been hunting for a job like dick cheney hunted for his friend...through my hard work i found maybe something thats gunna work out but the search hasnt and wont stop so if you know someone in radio tell em about ya boy!!!MCJR week just passed...if you have no idea what that is its when alumni of my great university come back and shower us with good advice and hopefully internships and jobs...in my case i was wishin for the J-O...keep your fingers crossed on thizz-at...The department had an awards luncheon...I went to get the free viddles($ is tight) and ended up gettin announcer of the year...not really sure how i felt/feel about it...any hizzle the week all in all was a 7.45 or 7.56 on the dope scale...with the new week startin on sunday, like the calendar says it should, i found out something a lil crazy...lets just say something that could potentially be hard but joyous was taken away from me before i even got to know what was going on...i dont think at this exact time i was in the greatest position to handle it but i would have embrassed it with open arms...i'm still feelin kinda bad about it seeing as its only monday...i think i feel guilty cuz i think what happened, happened cuz i wasnt ready...so im taking it as a serious wake up call and i'm gunna step my game up...i have to put my game face on when i head to Atlanta on weds and either come back with a good gig or some decent connects that'll help in the future...in my grind i'm just going to act like the situation is still real and handle my B-I accordingly...well im not gunna talk you to death...just keep ya boy in ya positive thoughts and wish me well as i get over and get on with everything